Last Tears of the Lost
By Jack Diamond

Disclaimer: this story contains rape, pedophilia, and homosexuality, if any of
this bothers you DO NOT READ FURTHER. Also, do not read this if you are under
the age of 18, author takes no responsibility for any reading this work of
fiction. All characters contained within are the property of Square Soft, I 
am only borrowing them for fun, though the guys do enjoy it here and I treat 
them well for the most part. Suing me will get you nothing as I have nothing,
it would not even get you laywer expenses.

note: anything in 'these' is a thought, of course anything in "these" is being
said, ~~~ marks the beginning and end of a flashback and anything in *these is
for emphasis.

   Magus stood at the northern cape looking out at the ocean, the ocean which
had flowed through the fall of Lavos, though the rise and now fall of the 
kingdom of Zeal, and which would flow through the war of the Mystics and the 
day of Lavos. So many lives had been claimed...
   'Now mine shall be claimed.' Magus thought as he sensed rather than heard
Frog and his friends approaching, the black winds picking up from they're 
aready howling levels, eager to claim his life as they had tried to claim his
soul. "Gone is the Kingdom of Zeal..." He said once they where behind him.
"I use to live there once... long ago..." he told them, chuckling when Glenn
made the connection between him and his childhood self, Janus. 'In a time 
when my heart was still lived.' He added in his head. "Unimaginable is power
of Lavos, as your friend found out..." Magus concluded his little speech, 
much Glenn's anger. "Hold your Tongue cur!" Glenn spoke as he drew the 
Masamune. "You wish to fight?" He said, loathing the response as Glenn 
answered in the afirmative, a sigh escaping his lips unheard by Glenn. 
Steeling himself he drew his Scythe to face the few people he had loved since
Schala died.

'you think me cruel, that I'm cold-hearted, but the truth is... I'm afraid...'

Magus brought his Scythe down with a clang as it met Glenn's Masamune, the
battle has begun...

'I fear that you'll hurt me, as so many others in life...'

Magus brough his Scythe back and swiftly bring it horizontally at Glenn, 
gulpping unnoticable at the blood that flowed as Glenn didn't quite avoid all
the slash.

'I don't think my shattered heart could take it...'

Magus let out a breath he didn't know he had been holding as Glenn cast cure 
on the wound, stopping the flow of blood.

'but it seems it is our destiny to hurt one another...'

Magus began chanting a spell as his mind flashback to the past

~~~

   Janus lay there as Ozzie's hands roamed over his body, touch him 
everywhere. He cried as Ozzie plugged his cock into his body and pounding him
fast and hard with any preparation. helpless to do anything as his small body
tore with the invasion. He shivered as Ozzie drew it out, wishing nothing 
that Ozzie would just hurry up, finish and leave him to his tears to try and 
gather up the peices of his breaking heart, But that would be to simple for
the lowly human. He shuddered as Ozzie shot his slimy seed deep in his guts,
sobbing when Ozzie kissed him savagely and without mercy, leaving him with 
the taste of blood on his lips as Ozzie threw him out of the room before he
could even get his clothes on. He tried in vain to gather up and leave before
the other mystics could set upon him, but it was to late as he was dragged 
off to be subject to their whims.

~~~

Magus completed the spell and sent it at Glenn, though it lack some of it's 
usual kick.

'at least now the pain will end, and you will be free, I just wish I could
see you in all your beauty... one last time...'

as he recovered from the spell Glenn attacked, leaving him unable to defend
properly and opening a gash on his chest.

'what if we had gotten together? would you have broken my heart? like....'

~~~

   Janus was 12 now, for seven years Ozzie has raped him. He didn't know
what to feel about the fact that he could say it so emotionallessly. Janus 
sighed and snuggled into Slashes embrace, as he did however he thought about
the rumors about Slash and Flea, but surely Slash wouldn't do that, Slash 
loved him right? He had never listened to the other rumors, the ones of 
Slashes *conquests* while he was out on the field, but the looks Flea had
been giving Slash... he would just have to ask Slash and put his fears to 
rest.

"Slash?"

"Yes, Janus?"

"I've been hearing rumors lately... about you and Flea..."

"What about them?"

"Are they true?"

"Yes."

Janus paled at the casual way Slash had said it. 'So, I'm nothing more than 
a good fuck, am I?' He thought to himself as he felt something raise in him
that he had never felt in himself before. Janus sat there in both wonder and
rage. "Get out." He told Slash calmly, refusing to give him the pleasure of
seeing what he had done to it. "What?" Slash said to him as if asking where 
he got the gall to tell him to get out. "You heard me, I said get out, 
*now*." Janus said as he gazed up at the now standing Slash, his eyes now
gaining a red tint to them and glaring dangerously at Slash, send a shiver
of fear through the mystic general. Slash snorted to try and cover his fear,
"You were beginning to bore me anyway." Slash said as he got dressed and 
left.
   As he sat there a cruel smile formed on his lips as he gets up and leaves
his room , goes into the nearest town for some supplies and then into the 
woods and experimenting with his new-found magic, practicing through the 
night before returning to the castle.
   The next morning when everyone Slash and Flea came into the throne room
He was waiting, Ozzie cowering at his feet. "Janus? what the hell is going 
on!" Slash said when he recognized the figure on Ozzie throne, who was now 
almost unrecognizable in his new hooded cape. "Janus is dead, you will refer
to me as Magus or you will die..." He said in a deadly tone, thus starting 
the reign of Magus.

~~~

Magus struggled to keep his emotions in check as he fought Glenn.

'I'm sorry Glenn, I have wronged you so and now I must pay for all the 
suffering I have caused...'

As he tried to get in one last spell Glenn attack once more as Magus fell to
the ground, motioning Glenn near for his last words. As Glenn approached he
began to cry as he had done only two time before.

"Listen to me Glenn, Gaspar was working on a device called a Chrono Trigger,
find it and you may find the means to bring back your friend Chrono..." 
Magus said as he coughed up some blood. "And take this, it will protect 
you..." he said as he handed Glenn the amulet his sister had given him. 
Looking up into Glenn's eyes he could have sworn he saw something, but it was
too late now. "Your free now Glenn, the curse has been broken..." He told 
Glenn. "Magus? why doth thou do this?" Asked a confused Glenn. "Please, would
call me Janus? let me hear it one last time, and let me hear from your 
lips..." Magus asked, his eyes soft and filled with pain not from his wounds.
"I forgive thee... Janus..." Glenn spoke, his voice as soft as Janus eyes, a 
tear slipping down Glenn's cheek. "Thank you... Glenn..." Magus smiled as he
breathed one last shuddering breath and fell limp in Glenn's arms, the smile
remaining on his lips.