RufusSafer: It was sometime before the exam.. coming up on Seifer's 18th birthday. He wasn't sure what to do for it, and right now he was studying in the common room. Squall, his room mate, was just coming back from whereever... not like Seifer ever asked.. it was none of his busness unless he thougth Squall was breaking rules. but Seifer dobuted Squall would.. Squall mgith be quiet but he was a model student
EeoRaptor: Squall slipped past Seifer and into his room... closing the door behind him... he rarely said a word
RufusSafer: Everywhere else around Garden was sparkling since christmas was only a week away... a few days after Seifer's birthday
EeoRaptor: Squall was more depressed than he usually was... christmas... brought out the worst.... the fact that he had no one but himself
RufusSafer: His roommate at least had two best friends he always hung out with. Seifer was also head of the dc who made sure everyone was following the rules, so he was always busy with something
EeoRaptor: Squall leaned over his bed and pulled some stuff out from under it.... sighing softly... why did everything have to be so happy this time of year?
RufusSafer: This time of year.. for a holidey which, for the most part, had lost all of it's origonal signifagance.. it used to be some religous holiday but over many many years it had become something else...
EeoRaptor: The problem was... it made everyone happy... and it made him .. sad since he had little to be happy about...
RufusSafer: In the common room Squall could hear Seifer putting his book down hard on the table, scattering papers. "Damn it!" the blonde yelled.
EeoRaptor: Squall got up and peered out into the common room
RufusSafer: Seifer was pacing back and forth, holding his reading glasses tightly in one hand. His other hand was pressed tightly against his forehead. "damn it.. why can't I get it??!" He was talking to himself.. most likely talking about the book he had been studying
EeoRaptor: Squall frowned... and walked out into the common room to look at the book Seifer was cursing
RufusSafer: It was his math book of all things.. the only class at SeeD that he wasn't getting an A in.. and the class that made the least sense for them to have. what in the world would they need the math for? they were mercenaries!
EeoRaptor: Squall shakes his head and goes back into his room... clicking the door shut behind him... he had his own misery to worry about
RufusSafer: Seifer picked up the book outside. "You and me are enemies now!" He yelled at the inaminate object.
EeoRaptor: Squall chuckled at that... wondering if seifer would be challenging the book to a duel now
RufusSafer: The hillarity of the situation was enough to at least make Squall chuckle, that was a good thing. Maybe if he dressed Seifer in a clown suite he wouldn't feel so bad. Imagine, Seifer dressed as a clown...
EeoRaptor: Squall flopped back down onto his bed and ate some of his snacks... everyone thought he was anorexic or something... but the truth was he didnt really like hot dogs
RufusSafer: They tasted nasty. It was hard to belive that loud kid Zell he spotted from time to time seemed to love them. Of course, everyone seemed to like snickering about what the hotdogs meant to Zell.. eveyrone but Squall's room mate for some reason.
EeoRaptor: Squall looked at the ceiling... he'd have to go into balamb for his usual supply of holiday drugs... he just couldnt take it
RufusSafer: There came a sudden noise at the door to his bedroom. Seifer was clearly wanting to talk to him about something. Better not let him catch the food
EeoRaptor: Squall quickly packed the food away and stuffed it back under the bed "Come in..."
RufusSafer: Seifer walked into his room, having got rid of his glasses. "Hey man..."
EeoRaptor: "You need something?"
EeoRaptor: Squall sits up from his lounge
RufusSafer: "Yea... you're passing math right?"
EeoRaptor: "Yea..."
RufusSafer: Seifer took a grab for Squall's arm. "Tell me how ya do it!"
EeoRaptor: Squall blinks "I'll help you study... but there arent any secrets other than that..."
RufusSafer: "Fine.. good enough for me. Get out here." He pulled Squall out into the common room, sitting back down at the table and retriving his reading glasses.
EeoRaptor: Squall blinks... Seifer looked... strange with glasses...
RufusSafer: He always did... it's why Seifer never took them out of the dorm room, he didn't want anyone to see him with them on. "Here..." He pushed the book open to some rather advanced Trig.
EeoRaptor: Squall looks it over .. then scoots closer to Seifer pulling the book along "Got a piece of paper?"
RufusSafer: "Yea..." Seifer pulled one out of his notebook and dropped it before Squall.
EeoRaptor: "Okay.. pay attention" Squall says... walking him through one of the problems step by step
RufusSafer: Seifer, with his glasses on, stared intently at the paper, listening to every word Squall said, but soon his eyes drifted up to Squall's face, seeming to study that.
EeoRaptor: Squall was too into trying to explain the math to notice... but when he was done the problem he looked up and blinked
RufusSafer: Seifer took the pen from him and instantly looked back down so maybne Squall didn't notice he had been staring. "Um.. Thanks.." He managed to say, very hard for him to thank anyone.
EeoRaptor: "Here... do one while I watch" Squall said... giving him a second problem
RufusSafer: "Alright." Seifer started to work the problem out, drawing the graph rather neatly.
EeoRaptor: Squall watches... not saying a word
RufusSafer: "There... that's right isn't it eh?" Seifer glanced up, removing his glasses.
EeoRaptor: Squall nods "see.. its not that hard.. "
RufusSafer: "It just seemed that way.. damn it.. I can fight anyone in my way but one lowsey math problem..." He stood up from the table.
EeoRaptor: "You just gotta relax.. its not a fight...'
RufusSafer: "everything is a fight to me."
EeoRaptor: "Ive noticed..... have you triumphed over your book then?"
RufusSafer: "I suppose so." He sighed, lowering his head. "I can't belive it.. my birthday is in two days."
EeoRaptor: "Suppose youre going out to party.. "
RufusSafer: "Me? Party? Hah! I'm the head of the DC... We bust parties..."
EeoRaptor: "Then what do you do on your birthday?"
RufusSafer: "That I am not sure of."
EeoRaptor: "I sit in my room and... well I cant say'
RufusSafer: "Jerk off?" Seifer let out a slight laugh, though a look of disguested from was on his face
EeoRaptor: "No... somethin you'd bust me for.."
RufusSafer: Seifer raised an eyebrow at that, turning to look at Squall. "Oh really?"
EeoRaptor: "Yeah.. but who cares. its my business... its the only way I make it through the holidays..."
RufusSafer: "Hphm.. and you don't jerk of? Man, you must never av reached puberty."
EeoRaptor: "That does little to give me love or company thanks" Squall says.. stepping past Seifer and heading back for his room
RufusSafer: "Hmph." Seifer shook his head, making a strange gesutre with both hands at either side.
RufusSafer: that wrist flick thing
EeoRaptor: Squall clicks the door shut behind him... and collects his money... since its a rest day he might as well go stock up
RufusSafer: He was allowed to go into Balamb, Seifer would have no reason to bust him for leaving Garden
EeoRaptor: Squall pulls on his jacket... and tucks his money in the inner pocket.... time to go get himself a christmas present
RufusSafer: Something good to cheer himself up. He heard Seifer's door swish shut next to him
EeoRaptor: Squall slipped out of the dorm and went to catch a shuttle to balamb
RufusSafer: He happend to be on the same shuttle with Zell, who was pacing back and forth.
EeoRaptor: Squall sat down at the back... and watched Zell for a few minutes
RufusSafer: The blonde boy sighed and started punchign the air. "Damn it.. why isn't this thing faster??"
EeoRaptor: Squall wondered why Zell was in such a hurry.. but then he remembered that Zell was lucky... he had parents
RufusSafer: Zell was clearly off to dinner with his family. Even though he lived in Balamb he didn't commute... he prefured staying in the dorms during the school year.
EeoRaptor: Squall ignored Zell and went back to wondering what he should get himself
RufusSafer: Something that Seifer wouldn't confiscate
EeoRaptor: Seifer didnt have to know about it... and he hadnt found his stash the years before
RufusSafer: Seifer had other things on his mind anway... his birthday for one
EeoRaptor: Squall hopped off the shuttle and went into the seedier part of town
RufusSafer: The part of town most people avoide.. the part with the clubs and raves... sex stores and other strange places that most 'normal' people try to avoide.
EeoRaptor: Squall slips into one of the clubs and eyes the crowd... looking for someone that looks .. "right"
EeoRaptor: Squall sidles up to him "hey man... Im looking to make a purchase... "
RufusSafer: The man turned his eyes on him, eyed him a momment, then looked away. "How much you bidding?" He asked, taking a sip from his drink.
EeoRaptor: Squall pulls out his money and counts it "Best stuff this much can buy.. enough to last a week or so.."
RufusSafer: "You got it kid.." he tookt he momment and reached into his pocket, still not looking at Squall. He slipped him a small bag of white powder. "You know how to use it?"
EeoRaptor: "Yea.. my little christmas present to myself every year...."
RufusSafer: "Good boy... It shouldn't kill you then, unless you use it stupidly.. just remember that."
EeoRaptor: "Yeah I know... nice of you to make sure you dont lose customers.. " Squall says... dropping the packet into his inner pocket
RufusSafer: "It's really bad for busness." the man stepped away from the bar and lost himself in the throng.
EeoRaptor: Squall heads out of the bar.. not wanting to stay in there any longer than he needs to
RufusSafer: With his present to himself safely concieled he could head back to garden.
EeoRaptor: Squall went through a few shops before he did... and surprised himself by buying a present for Seifer
RufusSafer: Maybe it was because Seifer was his room mate
EeoRaptor: He wasnt going to tell him who it was from... he'd just leave it for him
EeoRaptor: Squall had the gift wrapped and hopped back onto the shuttle.
RufusSafer: Well, that wouldn't be too hard.. just leave it outside the room with a typed note that says too Seifer, happy birthday
RufusSafer: Seifer was still in his room when Squall got back
EeoRaptor: Squall set the present on the common room table and went into his own room (AFK playin game with parents.. upwords)
RufusSafer: That would make it clear that it was from Squall
EeoRaptor: It didnt matter... Seifer probably wouldnt like it anyway
EeoRaptor: Squall locked his door and got out his stuff
RufusSafer: The little bag of white powder.
EeoRaptor: Squall set up a spoon... a candle.. and some cotton balls as well as his syringe
RufusSafer: Seifer didn't seem to be awake since Squall couldn't hear him
RufusSafer: That was a good thing.. he wouldn't know what Squall was doing in there
EeoRaptor: Squall put a little water into a spoon... and some of the powder as well... then held it over the flame for a few moments
EeoRaptor: After that he set the cotton ball into the mixture... and drew up through the syringe through it
RufusSafer: At least he was used to this by now.. not even freaked out by the needles
EeoRaptor: The cotton ball acted as a sort of filter... and soon his dose was ready
RufusSafer: Seifer, in his room, snored just a bit, laying on his back with something draped over his naked chest.
EeoRaptor: Squall ties a tourniquet onto his arm and shoots up... releasing the tie and feeling the peace slowly creep into him
RufusSafer: What he gets every time he shoots up... of course he only does that around this time of year. It's either that or running the risk of suicide
EeoRaptor: Squall goes to his bed and curls up... feeling... wonderful
RufusSafer: At the same time Seifer woke up in his room, yawning as he sat up. The magizine he had been reading slipped off his chest and landed on the floor, closing up.
EeoRaptor: Squall was out of it by then... he felt wonderful.... is this what it was like to have a normal life... to have friends.. and be happy?
RufusSafer: No but since he didn't know any better he probably felt yes.
EeoRaptor: Squall curled up with a smile on his face... this was the only way to make himself... feel bliss... or peace
RufusSafer: Seifer stood up from his bed, fixing the buttons on his pants and glancing down at the magizine. It was a muscle magizine, featuring a lot of guys doing weight lifting.
EeoRaptor: Not that he was interested in weight lifting.. it was the pretty pictures inside
RufusSafer: all the men in nothing but thongs... overflowing with muscles.... man... it was like most men and their victoria secret catologs.
EeoRaptor: Too bad the only muscled guy around was Raijin... and he was clueless
RufusSafer: cute but clueless.. and his best friend. Slowly he replaced the magazine back under his bed springs and walked to the common room in just his pants.
EeoRaptor: There was a present sitting on the table
RufusSafer: He blinked at it. "eh?" Slowly he reached out to it. He'd never gotten one of these before
EeoRaptor: A mystery gift... he had to open it though... didnt want to wait 2 days
RufusSafer: Didn't feel he could. he tore the paper off... glancing over his shoulder at Squall's room.
EeoRaptor: It was a gunblade maintenance kit... a rather pricy one.. something he never would have splurged on for himself
RufusSafer: "Squall..." He muttered, wondering why the brunette would ever buy him something like this.
EeoRaptor: Especially since any words they ever shared were brusque and combatitive
RufusSafer: Maybe he was just doing this to say that dispite his usall antisocial self he had a heart down there... compasion.
EeoRaptor: Who knew with Squall
RufusSafer: So he knocked on his door.
EeoRaptor: No answer
RufusSafer: Seifer frowned and knocked again. "Squall?"
EeoRaptor: Squall made a muffled sound from within.....
RufusSafer: Seifer smacked the control pannel by the door, forcing it to open so he could check on Squall.
EeoRaptor: What squall had been doing was evident... his setup was still on the table
RufusSafer: Seifer furrowed his brow as he saw this. "God damn it Squall...." He hissed under his breathe.
EeoRaptor: Squall was way out of it apparently... he was sprawled on his bed with a blissful smile
RufusSafer: Seifer stared at the table for a momment before going to the bed. he sat down on it and placed one hand to Squall's forehead.
EeoRaptor: Squall's eyes flickered slightly.. and he smiled
RufusSafer: "Squall... why are you doing this to yourself?" He asked, in more of a gentle tone rather then the authoritive one that one might expect.
EeoRaptor: Squall tried to sit up... "lonely..." he mumbled
RufusSafer: "So you... do something.. stupid.. and dangrous?"
EeoRaptor: "better.. than suicide..."
RufusSafer: Seifer frowned a bit. "Yea well...." He averted his eyes from Squall, letting out a soft sigh. It had been two years now hadn't? Since that one day that Seifer had tried to kill himself? Cid had covered it up of course... but Squall knew since he was his room mate. Of course, that was before he got his life straightened out, and started the DC, to give his life meaning.
EeoRaptor: "Guess... youre gonna turn me in... now.. I dont care anymore.. you know..."
RufusSafer: "Why Squall... why are you doing this? Damn it Squall, you can talk to me..."
EeoRaptor: "Whenever I talk to you.... it turns into a battle... you like to fight.."
RufusSafer: "Fighting keeps me alive."
EeoRaptor: Squall sighs.. his body shuddering slightly as he starts to come down
RufusSafer: "I ain't turning you in.... that won't help ya for damn sure."
EeoRaptor: "Then whatcha gonna do?" Squall asks
RufusSafer: "I dunno." He frowned again. "But I am gonna make you tak to me now. So get up.
RufusSafer: "
EeoRaptor: Squall struggles to sit up... still woozy
RufusSafer: Seifer stood up from the bed, placing a hand on Squall's shoulder. "Why the hell are you keeping yourself away from the world then complaining you are lonely?"
EeoRaptor: "Nobody... ever talks to me.."
RufusSafer: "Cause you never talk to em stupid."
EeoRaptor: "Ive tried"
RufusSafer: "You never talk to me." The blonde glared.
EeoRaptor: "You always fight... when I try.."

RufusSafer: "Tch..." He flicked his wrist at him. "I do not."
EeoRaptor: Squall chuckled... and looked at his trembling hands
RufusSafer: "See what that shit's doen to ya Squall?" seifer reached out for his hands. "Ya gotta cut dat out!"
EeoRaptor: Squall sighed "I just do it when I need to..."
RufusSafer: "But you don't need it."
EeoRaptor: "I dont have anyone..."
RufusSafer: "Cause you're a dumb ass is why." Seifer, in a suprising mood... slapped Squall across the face before crossing toward the door.
EeoRaptor: Squall looks at Seifer with shock... then falls out of the bed trying to follow him
RufusSafer: "Come on dumby... choose you're path.. ya gonna give up on everything.. on life.. or ya gonna TRY and do something with it?"
EeoRaptor: "Dont leave me.."
RufusSafer: "Then get your ass over here."
EeoRaptor: Squall crawls across the floor..
RufusSafer: Seifer looked down at him. "Get up ya damn dumb ass!"

EeoRaptor: "Give me a hand... please..." Squall says... giving Seifer his hand
RufusSafer: Seifer let out a long sigh and hoisted Squall to his feet, to stand right infront of him
EeoRaptor: Squall fell against him slightly... quite wobbly
RufusSafer: "See what that shit has done to ya? You can't do nothjing like this."
EeoRaptor: "I'll be fine.. in a few minutes..." Squall says.. noting the smooth chest under his fingers as he pushes himself away from Seifer slightly to stand straight
RufusSafer: Seifer placed his hand back on Squall's shoulder. "Ya need to pull yourself together Squally..."
EeoRaptor: "I will... please help me though?"
RufusSafer: "You should have asked me sooner then this... to help you. It's stupid that ya waited."
EeoRaptor: "I was afriad..."
RufusSafer: "Damn it.... didn't you learn from what happend to me??!"
EeoRaptor: "I should have" Squall says.... "You know all about this stuff"
EeoRaptor: "Care.. to tutor me in life?"
RufusSafer: "Yea sure... that would make sense." Seifer lead him out to the common room and sat down at their table.
EeoRaptor: Squall sat next to him... still trembling a little
RufusSafer: "At least you didn't... do what I did..." Seifer said softly, laying his arm on the table so he could look at the scar.
EeoRaptor: Squall reaches out to put his hand over Seifer's "Yes... at least ... I didnt.. you'd be upset Im sure"
RufusSafer: "If you hadn't already died I would have killed you for doing such a thing..."
EeoRaptor: "Like me that much... huh?"
RufusSafer: "I don't like it when you act stupid. You're too smart for that Squall." a rare complement.
EeoRaptor: "Smart at school.. but not with people..."
RufusSafer: "Hmph. I deal with people every day."
EeoRaptor: "Deal with me then..."
RufusSafer: "That's what i am doing. Why do you feel so lonely?"
EeoRaptor: "Hardly anyone has the same interests I have.."
RufusSafer: "and what intrests are those?"
EeoRaptor: "Gunblades... ... um... men..."
RufusSafer: "Huh?" Seifer turned his eyes on him, thinking he imagined that last bit. His heart fluttered in his chest.
EeoRaptor: "Ive... been afraid to talk to anyone... well... Im gay.... there....hate me now?"
RufusSafer: Seifer didn't know how to react so he broke into a laugh, leaning his face against his hand, elbow setting into the table.
EeoRaptor: Squall turns red and looks down... "...."
RufusSafer: "Now THIS is.... ironic..."
EeoRaptor: "Ironic..."
RufusSafer: "Yea... it's the reason I tried to... do what I did two years ago..."
EeoRaptor: "Why... cuz you found out.......?"
RufusSafer: "Well.. one of the reasons my life was fucked up at the time.. but cause I couldn't talk to anyone about myself."
EeoRaptor: "Oh... well.. "
RufusSafer: "gonna say anything now?"
EeoRaptor: "So .. youre gay too then?"
RufusSafer: "Well Duh!" He flicked his wrist at him again. "Damn it Squall... how long we been room mates now?!"
EeoRaptor: "a long time.. but Im stupid... .. anyway.. if you are gay then you wont mind this will you?" Squall says... leaning foreard and kissing him quickly
RufusSafer: "My my... quick on the rebound are we?" Seifer grinned suddenly, reaching out to snag Squall's shirt.
EeoRaptor: Squall squeaked slightly... looking at Seifer with a small grin
RufusSafer: "I'll have to wait till you sober up though..." Seifer looked into his eyes.
EeoRaptor: "Im sober enough..." Squall says
RufusSafer: "Not for me ya ain't Squally. I gotta make sure you're clean. So if you agree to kick this dumb shit then maybe... just maybe.. we can keep EACHOTHER company."
EeoRaptor: "I... can stay clean.. take my stuff and get rid of it.."
RufusSafer: Seifer traced a finger down Squall's cheek. "Fine, I will then."
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled... leaning into the touch
RufusSafer: "Now... you'll be spenind the rest of the night in my bedroom... got it?"
EeoRaptor: "yeah.. got it"
RufusSafer: "good. then march int here."
EeoRaptor: Squall nods and gets up.. teetering a little as he heads into Seifer's room
RufusSafer: Seifer headed into Squall's room, to gather up the stuff on his small table.
EeoRaptor: Squall curls up on Seifer's bed to wait for him
RufusSafer: The bed was neatly made, and quite soft. the edge of a magazine peeked out from under the matress.
EeoRaptor: Squall tugs on it... pulling it out
RufusSafer: It was a magizine filled with muscle bound men in tight swim trunks.. a muscles magizine.
EeoRaptor: Squal flips through it while waiting
RufusSafer: So many things that got the blood going
EeoRaptor: "Well I see what you do in your spare time.."
RufusSafer: Seifer appeared at the door. "What?"
EeoRaptor: "Nice magazine.... "
RufusSafer: "thanks.."
EeoRaptor: "Im amazed your into this... what changed you.. or were you always like me?"
RufusSafer: "Always been like this."
EeoRaptor: "Well.... Im glad you are... so now.. I dont have to be alone.."
RufusSafer: "Hey... I thought i was alone..."
EeoRaptor: Squall sits up on the bed.. he looks really provocative that way... whether he intended to or not... he gets the blood pumping more so than the pictures in the magazine
RufusSafer: Seifer leaned against the door frame. His abbs flexed as he breathed, and without his shirt that gave Squall a good veiw.
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled... his eyes could be seen roving... "Gonna sleep the rest of the night then.. ?"
RufusSafer: "Yep. You gotta sober up."
EeoRaptor: "M'kay" Squall says.... stretching and curling back up
RufusSafer: Seifer traced over tot he small bed and sat down on it, placing his hand on Squall's head, running i t through his hair. "Good night."
EeoRaptor: "Night" Squall purred.. leaning into Seifer's touch again
RufusSafer: Seifer eventually fell asleep, sitting on the edge of his bed, hand in Squall's hair
EeoRaptor: In the morning... Squall rolled over and flung out an arm
RufusSafer: Seifer woke with a start, the movement taking him from pleasent dreams
EeoRaptor: Squall's hand was laying in his lap now
RufusSafer: A blush creeped up into Seifer's cheeks. That hand, what a location it was in. Feeling it there between his legs caused him to get just a tad hard.
EeoRaptor: Squall shifted in his sleep... waking up now... his eyes were a bit bloodshot when he opened them
RufusSafer: "Hey." Seifer greated, hoping to cover for his slight discomfort. "Welcome to the waking land."
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled "got a headache" he said... sitting up "But.. its nice to wake up to someone..."
RufusSafer: "Ya gotta headache cause ya wus a dummy." Seifer grinned, whapping his arm playfully.
EeoRaptor: Squall growls softly.. playfully.. and pounces at him
RufusSafer: Seifer yellped in surprised, tumbling out of the bed and crashing to the floor with Squall ontop of him.,
EeoRaptor: 'Yes I was a dummy... to never see... what was right next door to me..."
RufusSafer: "Hmph... you always ignored me."
EeoRaptor: "I was stupid..."
RufusSafer: "Yes. Glad you agree with me. Now up up, I need a shower."
EeoRaptor: "Yeah... I sould get one too.."
RufusSafer: "Fine.. you can have one first.. I got a few exercises to do anyway."
EeoRaptor: Squall climbed off of Seifer and went in to get a shower
RufusSafer: Seifer smiled a small smile, watching him go, then turned his attention to the bar he had fixed to his wall. it was his chin lift bar, and he used it ever morning... including this one.
EeoRaptor: Squall washed himself lazily... the water felt good... he felt... amazingly good.. and he wasnt even doped up
RufusSafer: when he came out of the shower he could see Seifer, still up on the bar. Swet dripped off his toned skin, pearling down his ridges and abbs.
EeoRaptor: Squall watches him... a bit hungrily
RufusSafer: He stopped lifting his body weight and dropped down to his feet. "All done?" He asked, swet pouring off his hair as he grinned at Squall.
EeoRaptor: Squall nods.. his mouth hanging open a bit
RufusSafer: "Wipe the drool off your face boy." Seifer whapped him friendly like on the back before crossing to teh shower.
EeoRaptor: Squall sticks his tongue out at Seifer and heads over to his own room to dress
RufusSafer: Seifer got himself into the shower, washing the swet off his body.
EeoRaptor: Squall pulled on something comfortable... he didnt wear his leather everyday
RufusSafer: And when Seifer came back out he was just in a towel.
EeoRaptor: Squall looks longingly at the table where his setup was.. and shivers.. then heads over to where Seifer is
RufusSafer: Seifer was in his bedroom, just having pulled his boxers on. he hadn't even bothered closing the door.
EeoRaptor: "Whatcha wanna study now? Squall asked.... "Anatomy?"
RufusSafer: "Anatomy?" Seifer swung around, black pants in hand.
EeoRaptor: Squall smirks "Just kidding"
RufusSafer: "Hmph... don't tease me like that." He waved his hand at him then slid into his pants.
EeoRaptor: "The question is... would you?"
RufusSafer: "Would I what?" He raised an eyebrow.
EeoRaptor: "Want to... ... be intimate..."
RufusSafer: "Well..." he turned his head to his side. "Squall... I dunno..."
EeoRaptor: "Its okay... just curious... not asking you to do anything.."
RufusSafer: "Are you gonna get into that shit again?"
EeoRaptor: "No... not as long as you ... stay with me..
RufusSafer: "Fine then... but if ya ever do that shit again I'm gonna knock ya on your ass and go looking for someone who I won't have to put up with it from."
EeoRaptor: "I promise... Seifer.."
RufusSafer: "Good." Seifer smiled, approuching him without his shirt on.
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled stupidly... eyes roving again
RufusSafer: "What ya looking at?"
EeoRaptor: "Youre pretty muscular.. "
EeoRaptor: "Work out every day?"
RufusSafer: "Of course... I train."
RufusSafer: "every day baby!"
EeoRaptor: "I train... but more with my gunblade... just like to swing it ... "
RufusSafer: "But you're still not as good as me."
EeoRaptor: "yeah.. I know... "
RufusSafer: "You don't seem to take our training sessions together seriously."
EeoRaptor: Squall frowns and looks down
RufusSafer: "You need to get it together if you're gonna be as good as me."
EeoRaptor: "Help me then...
RufusSafer: "I try every time.. ya gotta pay more attention."
EeoRaptor: "Wanna go spar now?"
RufusSafer: "yes... I'd love to." Seifer picked up his coat and armor, putting it on before wielding his blade.
EeoRaptor: "Alright then... let me get my gear"
RufusSafer: "Good.. you do that. I'll be waiting in our special place."
EeoRaptor: Squall nods and goes to his room to get his gear
RufusSafer: Seifer left their dorm, heading to the TC
EeoRaptor: Squall slips on his light weight armor under his shirt... and gets his blade ready... checking his attachments
RufusSafer: Everything was in place.. in place to face Seifer
EeoRaptor: Squall focuses himself... then heads to the training center
RufusSafer: Seifer was waiting, grinning at him with his gunblade in hand.
EeoRaptor: Squall takes up his stance
RufusSafer: "Alright... come on.. show me what ya got!"
RufusSafer: Seifer grinned, swinging his blade up and waiting
EeoRaptor: Squall looks at SEifer.... takes a deep breath... then charges
RufusSafer: Seifer laughs, grinning widly as he parries the charge. "Nice form."
EeoRaptor: Squall reverses his blade and tries to whap Seifer with it
RufusSafer: Seifer ducked his head, thrusting the butt of his blade towards Squall's gut.
EeoRaptor: Squall squeaked.. barely able to dodge
RufusSafer: "Good defense Squall." he purred.
EeoRaptor: "Nice... mental... attacks" Squall mumbles... shaking his head
RufusSafer: "Heh heh..." Seifer swiped the blunt end of his blade for Squall's legs.
EeoRaptor: Squall isnt expecting that at all and falsl
RufusSafer: Seifer laughed. "man Squall, ya won't last 5 minutes out in a battle feild without me there to watch over ya!"
EeoRaptor: Oww that hurt.."
RufusSafer: "sorry.. but pain is a learning tool."
EeoRaptor: Squall wriggles to his feet
RufusSafer: Seifer lowered his blade, smirking. "on your back... well.. you're gonmna be doing that a lot soon."
EeoRaptor: Squall blinks
RufusSafer: Seifer took hold of his hand and hoisted him the rest of the way up/
EeoRaptor: "thanks... just dont hit me for a sec.."
RufusSafer: "I won't."
EeoRaptor: Squall carefully dusts himself off
RufusSafer: Seifer grinned. "Nice."
EeoRaptor: "Nice?"
RufusSafer: "yep." Seifer turned around and started walking off, his gunblade to his shoulder.
EeoRaptor: "Where you going? Are we done then?"

RufusSafer: "Yep.. for no we are."
EeoRaptor: Squall sighs and sheathes his blade
RufusSafer: Seifer returned to their dorm room, placing his blade back neetly next to his bed,
EeoRaptor: Squall goes and cleans his blade before reverently placing it back into its case

RufusSafer: Seifer didn't have a case for hyperion, he just left it out... and his room was always so neat.
EeoRaptor: Squall stretches.. and plunks down on his bed for a moment to rub his legs... they're still sore
RufusSafer: Sore from being knocked over by Seifer's gunblade attack
EeoRaptor: Squall had seen an odd look of triump in Seifer's eyes as he'd fallen
RufusSafer: and the mention of having Squall on his back much more
EeoRaptor: Squall shook his head... and wondered what Seifer was planning.... he stood and headed over to his roomie's side of the dorm
RufusSafer: Seifer was doing pushups in just his pants again.
EeoRaptor: "maybe I should start exercising..."
RufusSafer: "yes you should"
EeoRaptor: Squall goes over and sits beside Seifer
RufusSafer: Seifer went up and down.. up and down.. sweat coming down off his body
EeoRaptor: Squall reaches out and flicks a finger down Seifer's sweat slicked back
RufusSafer: Seifer paused in the up possition, letting out a soft laugh. "Hey, that tickles."
EeoRaptor: "Oh...it does?" Squall asks... stroking with more fingers
RufusSafer: Seifer laughed some more, his arms quivering.
EeoRaptor: "Mmm... how cute"
RufusSafer: "cute?"
EeoRaptor: "Yeah... youre ticklish.."
RufusSafer: "Well.. I suppose so.'
EeoRaptor: Squall moves a little closer and starts tickling him more
RufusSafer: Seifer gave up tryuing to do pushups and moved his arms out, landing on his chest as he laughed.
EeoRaptor: Squall moved over him... and started tickling more
RufusSafer: Seifer rolled to his side, laughing.
EeoRaptor: "Now I know youre weakness humm..?" Squall purrs
RufusSafer: "What? That I'm ticklish?"
EeoRaptor: "Well its getting you to wriggle about.... " Squall says... tickling lower
RufusSafer: His abbs rippled as he was tickled just above the pants strap.
EeoRaptor: Squall tickles even lower.... grinning slightly
RufusSafer: The pants strap was getting in the way as Seifer laughed, wriggling on his side.
EeoRaptor: Squall gently starts to remove the pants
EeoRaptor: Lowering them just enough to tickle lower
RufusSafer: His belly, so flat and muscled. He really did work out every day... and.. it felt so good to touch
EeoRaptor: Squall chuckled.... feeling.... aroused by this... he so desperately wanted to lean down and lick Seifer's sweat from his body
RufusSafer: It probably tasted sweet.
EeoRaptor: Squall leans down and tastes.. a little timidly
RufusSafer: Seifer stopped laughing. "Squall?"
EeoRaptor: "S'... sorry... just wanted to... it was too tempting" Squall says... pulling away
RufusSafer: "Why?"
EeoRaptor: "... dont... really know"
RufusSafer: "Licking me?"
EeoRaptor: Squall looks frightened... "Are you mad?"
RufusSafer: "no... I... I'm not mad." Seifer looked up to his face.
EeoRaptor: "Sorry... wont do that again.."
RufusSafer: "Hey hey... didn't say you couldn't."
EeoRaptor: "It seeme d like it upset you"
RufusSafer: "I.. it.. it was just sudden is all."
EeoRaptor: "So .. its okay then?
RufusSafer: "Yea... it's ok."
EeoRaptor: Squall smiles... and kisses Seifer's cheek "Sorry though... its too fast"
RufusSafer: "I suppose it is."
EeoRaptor: "Whatcha doin for your birthday tomorrow?" Squall asks... leaning back
RufusSafer: "I don't know yet." a small smile creeped across his lips. "but I do have a wish."
EeoRaptor: 'Oh... whats that?"
RufusSafer: Seifer grinned. "I'll tell ya tomorrow how abouts?"
EeoRaptor: "Alright.."
RufusSafer: Seifer leaned up and pecked Squall's forehead lightly. "Good." Then he stood.
EeoRaptor: "Ready for finals?" Squall asks... stretching lazily
RufusSafer: "Yea... I got a SeeD field exam coming up too... yours isn't until next year right?"
EeoRaptor: "Yeah... one more year to go... think youre gonna pass?"
RufusSafer: Seifer grinned. "Hell ya."
EeoRaptor: Squall sighs "Wont be able to see you much then... if youre on missions..."
RufusSafer: "Well... I suppose not..." a slight from came to his lips. "but you're gonna be a SeeD next year so why worry?"
EeoRaptor: "Yeah... I know... just gonna... be lonely again.. but I'll have your coming home to look forward to"
RufusSafer: "Hell, I'll be lonely too ya know."
EeoRaptor: "Yeah.. I know... but... we'll have each other to think about anyway... "
RufusSafer: Seifer grinned and touched Squall's hair. "Ya.. there is that."
EeoRaptor: "And you have to let me borrow your magazines while youre gone.."
RufusSafer: "Hell, you can borrow em now if ya like."
EeoRaptor: "ooh"
RufusSafer: Seifer lifted up his matress to show off his colection.
EeoRaptor: "Whoa" Squall says.. reaching for one
RufusSafer: "Go ahead. You can look."
EeoRaptor: SQuall flips through it... its a porno mag... showing men in various poses
RufusSafer: Very... very... hot poses... ones that can easily send the blood flowing into his shorts.
EeoRaptor: "Ooh.. I shouldnt look at this..." Squall says.. squirming a little as he sets the magazine down
RufusSafer: Seifer grinned. "Heh. take it back to your room. I got some studying left to do."
EeoRaptor: "Okay.. if you need my help.. I'll be there... um... a little busy perhaps though" Squall says.. taking the magazine
RufusSafer: "Sure thing." seifer winked.
EeoRaptor: Squall smirked and headed into his room with the magazine... closing the door
RufusSafer: Man, those pictures were making him hard
EeoRaptor: They were nice to look at ... but therew as real flesh and blood next door...
RufusSafer: who was currently studying his math book again, trying to take Squall's advice to heart.
EeoRaptor: Squall thought about it... wanting to give Seifer a special birthday present now
RufusSafer: he already gave him the gunblade kit
EeoRaptor: But he wanted to .... give him something... pleasureable... physical
RufusSafer: After all, it was Seifer's 18th birthday.
EeoRaptor: And it was sort of a rite of passage... at least.. for young men with women...e xept seifer didnt do women... so...
RufusSafer: it would be a good thing.. and Sqall wanted it too
EeoRaptor: If Seifer wanted it as well that was.. he'd reacted.... strangely to his licking
RufusSafer: it was surprise... as if he hadn't thought Squall would do that to him
EeoRaptor: Least it wasnt revulsion.... Squall thought as he opened up the magazine and flipped through to some particularly appealing scenes
RufusSafer: Two guys, wrapped in eachother's arms, so tightly it was hard to tell just what was going on
EeoRaptor: He wanted to be like that... with Seifer....
EeoRaptor: So close... you couldnt tell where one began and the other ended
RufusSafer: it gave him a picture in his head of them wrapped tightly together like that... mouths and tongues intertwined...
EeoRaptor: Squall purred... and slipped his hand into his pants to stimulate himself

RufusSafer: He was already hard from the pictures... his body aching with need.
EeoRaptor: Squall began to stroke himself slowly... imagining the touches.. the kissing... the need..
RufusSafer: imaging it was Seifer's body covering his hardened member... squizing tight around it. Seifer's body looked so, tight.. filled with hard muscles.
EeoRaptor: Deliciously tight... Squall thought.. moaning softly as he tightened his fist as his hand pumped a bit faster
RufusSafer: That body... a must have... yerning against his... sweat pouring off of it not from pushups or chin ups but from Squall...
EeoRaptor: Squall wanted him... so bad.. yes... this would be the perfect gift for Seifer.... if... he wanted him back
RufusSafer: Seifer would accept it... that was almost for certain.
EeoRaptor: Squall pleasured himself... daydreaming about their love makng... it was what he wanted.. most now
RufusSafer: Soon night fell... and sleep... and with sleep came more dreams... delicious dreams.
EeoRaptor: Erotic.. wet dream producing dreams
RufusSafer: So when he woke he found his clothing rather damp.
EeoRaptor: Squall wrinkles his nose and strips the sheets from his bed
RufusSafer: It was Seifer's birthday.
EeoRaptor: Squall got a quick shower and put on his... sexiest outfit for the day
RufusSafer: Seifer had already showered and was just getting back to the room from breakfast, having snagged Squall a few donutes.
EeoRaptor: "hey Seifer" Squall purrs... plucking one of the donuts out of his hands
RufusSafer: "Hey there ya self..." he eyed the outfit. "Going outsome where?"
EeoRaptor: "Nope... staying in with you"
RufusSafer: "Then what's with the outfit?" He grinned, as if he already knew but just had to ask.
EeoRaptor: "Dont you like it?" Squall asks.. spinning around for Seifer
RufusSafer: "Oh, I do.. I do." Seifer set down the donutes before he began to clap.
EeoRaptor: "I want this to be a .... special day for both of us... you up to it?"

RufusSafer: Seifer smiled. "You didn't ask me my birthday wish yet did you?"
EeoRaptor: "No... what is it?"
RufusSafer: Seifer came forward, wrapping one arm around Squall and kissing him suddenly on the lips.
EeoRaptor: Squall squeeked softly... but then melted into the kiss... as it was just as he had imagined
RufusSafer: "my wish..." He whispered softly between kisses, "was to get laid."
EeoRaptor: "ooh.. well... my gift to you was myself... I think... we're in agreement?"
RufusSafer: Seifer grinned, scooping Squall up in his arms. "Yes.. we are."
EeoRaptor: "mm... wonderful" Squall purrs.. nuzzling at Seifer's neck
RufusSafer: Seifer carried him off to the bedroom. "Just remember our little agreement."
EeoRaptor: "I know.. no drugs.. Im clean Seifer..."
RufusSafer: "And stay that way." Seifer kissed him again, letting his tongue snake from his mouth.
EeoRaptor: "Yes .. yes" Squall purrs...
RufusSafer: "Good boy." Seifer tried to tongue kiss him.
EeoRaptor: Squall accepted it.. a little timidly... but... it was as enjoyable as he hoped
RufusSafer: Perhaps even more so, the blonde knight's hands going through Squall's tangled brown hair
EeoRaptor: Squall moans... squirming a little.... becoming aroused quickly
RufusSafer: "I've... always wanted this." Seifer whispered, taking time to kiss all over Squall's face.
EeoRaptor: "Why didnt you ask?" Squall murmurs... fingering one of Seifer's ears

RufusSafer: "Didn't think you'd want... you were always so shut off to everyone."
RufusSafer: Seifer purred softly at the touch to the ear.
EeoRaptor: "Lost in the depths of my own misery.. please dont let me go back there"
RufusSafer: "I won't if you promise me the same."
EeoRaptor: "I promise" Squall says... his eyes soft yet deterined
RufusSafer: Seifer smiled at that and went down to Squall's neck, suckling softly on it
EeoRaptor: "mmph.. I think... we should lie down... hmm?" Squall says.. wriggling a little
RufusSafer: "yes.. we shall." Seifer placed him on the bed, kicking off his shoes and removing his coat.
EeoRaptor: Squall sprawls on the bed.. taking up a seductive pose
RufusSafer: Seifer stepped back as he removed his shirt. He was admiring Squall's form in that outfit.
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled.. unbuttoning the vest he was wearing and letting it fall open to show his chest
RufusSafer: Seifer let his jaw hang slightly open as he removed his gloves, reaching out a hand to touch that now exposed chest.
EeoRaptor: Squall closes his eyes and inhales sharply at Seifer's touch.... his chest is smooth... and flawless...
RufusSafer: One finger... with just one finger Seifer trailed a line from his pecks to his abbs, stroking each line of muscle it came across
EeoRaptor: That one finger was enough to make the bulge in Squall's tight pants all the more pronounced
RufusSafer: "you are perfect.." seifer whispered, making his hand flat and touching where just his finger was before
EeoRaptor: "mm... thank you... but I want to be muscular like you"
RufusSafer: "You will be if you train."
EeoRaptor: "I will... start just tell me what to do come tomorrow morning" Squall says... wishing Seifer's hand would stray lower
RufusSafer: "Tomorrow morning?" Seifer asked, pulling the hand away.
EeoRaptor: "Yeah... whats wrong with tomorrow morning?"

RufusSafer: "I wanted to get laid today." Seifer frowned, kissing Squall's lips softly.
EeoRaptor: "I want to get laid today too... "
EeoRaptor: "Training.. tomorrow... not this... "
RufusSafer: "Oh!" Seifer let out a laugh, placing his hand back to Squall's chest. "I thought you meant... heh."
EeoRaptor: "No no... it'd be cruel to leave me... like this" Squall murmurs... gesturing at the bulge
RufusSafer: "mmm.... very good." Seifer did finnaly move his hand lower.. but slowly.. slowly slipping under the fabric of his pants
EeoRaptor: Squall wriggles... and moans at the slow.. slow touch
RufusSafer: The slow hand that crept down to the buldge in his pants, touching only lightly with his fingertips.
EeoRaptor: "ohh... pleaassse" Squall moans
RufusSafer: Seifer's palm rubbed the soft flesh of Squall's belly as the tips of his fingers grazed his hard cock.
EeoRaptor: Squall's eyes practically roll into the back of his head at Seifer's touch
RufusSafer: "You have a good peice on ya..." Seifer purred, forcing his strokes to go deaper in order to feel more against his hand
EeoRaptor: "mmph.. you got... good hands.. " Squall says in reply
RufusSafer: "Well..." Seifer grinned, leaning down for another kiss as his free hand began trying to force Squall's pants down.
EeoRaptor: Squall wriggled a little... lifting his hips to let his pants come off easier... enjoying the kiss immensely
RufusSafer: Both hands went away, pulling Squall's jacket back so it fell back from his arms. "I want to see all of you..." Seifer whisperedc.
EeoRaptor: Squall nods.. sitting up a little to remove what is left of his clothing
RufusSafer: Seifer sat on the edge of the bed, still in his pants. He allowed his green eyes to roam, taking in every inch of Squall's naked body.
EeoRaptor: Squall blushes a little.. watching Seifer's eyes scrutinize every inch of him
RufusSafer: "You're beautiful." Seifer whispered.
EeoRaptor: Squall smiles and turns even redder... leaning back into the bed and relaxing
RufusSafer: "Aren't you... gonna..s trip me?" Seifer grinned, pushing his hips out towards Squall. The buldge in his pants was clear.
EeoRaptor: Squall sits up and practically pounces Seifer to do that
RufusSafer: Seifer laughed as he fell back onto the bed, under Squall's near pounce. "go ahead."
EeoRaptor: Squall smiles.. and works on getting Seifer's clothing off as quick as he cean
RufusSafer: Seifer's pants and those silky boxers came off... reviling his full body... well toned muscles and nothing to hide.
EeoRaptor: Squall stares at him... eyes wide
RufusSafer: "Like what ya see?" Seifer purred, making himself comfortable on the bed,.
EeoRaptor: "mmmhmm" Squall purrs... touching Seifer reverently
RufusSafer: Seifer let out a soft moan as he was touched, moving his arms up to pull around Squall's back.
EeoRaptor: Squall sinks down over Seifer... taking the upper hand now as he caresses the smooth skin
RufusSafer: Seifer's muscles met Squall's questing hand, flexing for him at the touches.
EeoRaptor: "Amazing" Squall purrs.. leaning down to kiss
RufusSafer: Seifer's lips met Squall's, opening to allow his tongue out.
EeoRaptor: Squall snaked his tongue into Seifer's mouth... probing deeply
EeoRaptor: Squall starts getting nibbly from there on
RufusSafer: Seifer was admiring Squall's body, kissing his neck lovingly as his pants were off.
EeoRaptor: Squall was happy... content.. and... enjoying this... wholly
RufusSafer: Seifer was laying under him, pushing his hips up a little as he parted his legs. "I'm.. happy for once."
EeoRaptor: "mm... me too" squall purrs.. feeling Seifer's hard cock with his hand before slipping himself close and pressing... ever so slightly against him
RufusSafer: Seifer's legs came up around him, thighs brushing against Squall's hips a bit. The heat against his most sesitive areas was already intense.
EeoRaptor: Squall moans softly... and drives himself in slowly
RufusSafer: The tightness, combined with the warmth, was so exquisit. it was almost too much. a shrill moan issued from his lover's throat, a trickle coming out of the top of his hard member.
EeoRaptor: Squall begins to pump his hips... slowly... enjoying the tightness... his hands running over SEifer's groin to pleasure him as well
RufusSafer: It was better then he could have hoped... better for them both. Those naughty pictures in that magizine showed only the immage, not how it would truely feel.
EeoRaptor: And he wasnt alone anymore.. Seifer would always be tehre for him... he was sure of it
RufusSafer: The warmth against his body, moving against his body... moaning.. and sweating... urging him on... whispering in his ear "Harder..." He moaned.
EeoRaptor: Squall complies... pumping faster... and harder
RufusSafer: Seifer's hands moved down across his back, digging in tightly as he arched, pressing his chest against Squall's. "MMmmm!!!"
EeoRaptor: Squall moans loudly... seifer's fingers almost made him lose it... but he wants him to stayl onger
RufusSafer: Those strong fingers.. that muscle-bound chest... alll pressed tightly to him, grabbing hold.... then... one of the hands went lower.. and clutched his ass.
EeoRaptor: That was enough for Squall... he cried out... and burst into Seifer
RufusSafer: Seifer raked his fingers up and down his back and across that ass as he cried out as well, their voices joining together as Seifer unloaded against Squall's abbs
EeoRaptor: Squall collapsed onto Seifer... panting
RufusSafer: "Oh man... that was... incredible..." Seifer said, between breathes.
EeoRaptor: Squall just moaned softly in agreement.. nuzzling softly
RufusSafer: "you are.. incredible."
EeoRaptor: "So are you Seifer..." Squall mumbles... caressing him softly
RufusSafer: "This is the best birthday ever."
EeoRaptor: "Now what should I get you for christmas?" Squall murrs... tracing a finger lazily along Seifer's chest
RufusSafer: "Bah.. that's three days away ain't it?"
EeoRaptor: "yeah..

RufusSafer: "Well... I.. I dunno..."
EeoRaptor: "I spent all my money on... "
RufusSafer: "You don't need to get me anything."
EeoRaptor: "Just have me.. for christmas.. its all I have to give..."
RufusSafer: "I will then... mmm.. Ill fuck your brains out for christmas, how about that?"
EeoRaptor: "My virginity for christmas? I bet Im awful tight.."
RufusSafer: "Mmm.. I bet.... it will be wonderful I bet..."
EeoRaptor: Squall purred as he relaxed

RufusSafer: Seifer spent time training Squall... in public he'd basicly said nothing would change... they'd be lovers behind closed doors only.. not to talk about it to anyone
EeoRaptor: It upset squall a little... but... he had seifer to cuddle the nights and weekends away
RufusSafer: Seifer would talk trash in public and murrermer sweet nothings when they were alone in their dorm room
EeoRaptor: It was bliss.... he couldnt be happier
RufusSafer: But summer break was soon approuching... and Seifer was about to take his feild exam.
EeoRaptor: Squall was worried about that... but he knew Seifer would do well
RufusSafer: But.. the night after the exam... when Squall came back from classes... he found Seifer sitting on his bed, head in his hands.. shaking
EeoRaptor: "Seifer?" Squall says... rushing forward to cuddle him "What happened?"
RufusSafer: Seifer looked very upset as he rested his head against him. "Can you belive it? They said I was too undicsaplend! ME! The head of the DC!!!"
EeoRaptor: "You... didnt pass?"
RufusSafer: "No..." Seifer said bitterly.
EeoRaptor: "Im... so sorry..." Squall murmurs.. stroking his fingers through his love's hair
RufusSafer: "Don't pitty me.." Seifer tried to brush his arm away. "I hate pitty... I don't need pitty..."
EeoRaptor: Squall frowns and hugs him tightly "Its not pity stupid... its love..."
RufusSafer: Seifer sighed. "well... I love you too."
EeoRaptor: "You'll pass next year..."
RufusSafer: "I'm taking the test again jsut before the break..."
EeoRaptor: "Thats good... you need to relax... maybe you were too stressed"
RufusSafer: "Maybe..." Seifer turned around so he looked up at Squall with his head in his lap.
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled lovingly down at him..... where would he be without him?
RufusSafer: Seifer was so kind to him... fighting him outside which people keep thinking is because they hate eachother and neither of them dispelling the idea.
EeoRaptor: Their secret was safe...
RufusSafer: "Squall.." he asked, "What are you gonna do this summer?"
EeoRaptor: "gotta stay on campus."
RufusSafer: "Well... I'm going off for the summer.. visiting Trabia and Galbadia garden."
EeoRaptor: "Im sure you'll have a good time..." Squall says .. looking a little sad
RufusSafer: Seifer moved his hand up into Squall's hair. "Aww.. but I have to go visit the other gardens."
EeoRaptor: "Yeah I know.... "
RufusSafer: "I'll miss you in that time."
EeoRaptor: "Send me mail... and bring me back souvenirs... "
RufusSafer: "I will. I promise." Seifer sat up and smiled at him.
EeoRaptor: "Whens your makeup exam?" Squall asks.. kissing him
RufusSafer: "In a few weeks."
EeoRaptor: "Okay... we gotta get you relaxed and ready for it then... and.. you have to make sure you follow orders...
RufusSafer: "Bah... follow orders..." He rolled his eyes.
EeoRaptor: "Love..
RufusSafer: Seifer sighed. "But some of those orders are dumb ass!"
EeoRaptor: "They're for your safety..."
RufusSafer: "safety? from what?"
EeoRaptor: "Dying silly..."
RufusSafer: "bah.. I won't die." Seifer grinned and reached around to start tickling him
EeoRaptor: Squall squeaked.. but submitted to the play... he was happy to have Seifer in a good mood again

RufusSafer: Seifer pushed him to the bed as his fingers sought out sensitive spots
EeoRaptor: Squall wriggles and laughs uncontrollably
RufusSafer: "I think I'm gonna have to drain you of some of that spunk now Squall." he grinned, pulling open his lover's pants.
EeoRaptor: "Eeep!"
RufusSafer: Seifer pushed them off, allowing squall's naked waist to great his eyes
EeoRaptor: Squall was a little hard from the tickling.. and he blushed
RufusSafer: "Mmm... my favorate thing..." Seifer grinned, then went down on Squall, suckingly softly at the tip.
EeoRaptor: Squall whimpered.. and wriggled... it felt soooo good..

RufusSafer: Seifer had done this many times before and it never failed to melt Squall... that tongue.. those lips.. that hot mouth... all around his cock.
EeoRaptor: Squall pretty much turned into a writhing moaning bundle of pleasure
RufusSafer: Which was the whole point of it... Seifer enjoyed doing it to him so baddly
EeoRaptor: And squall didnt mind in the least
RufusSafer: Seifer's hands moved up and down his thighs, and chest too as he suckled.
EeoRaptor: Squall moves his hips... moaning throatily
RufusSafer: Seifer bit down gently, wanting to draw him out.
EeoRaptor: Squall cries out... leaking quite a bit...
RufusSafer: Seifer swallowed what came out as his hands went to hold Squall's firm ass
EeoRaptor: Squall moans and pumps his hips into Seifer's mouth... he's about to come...
RufusSafer: Seifer didn't draw back.. he always swallowed.
EeoRaptor: Squall pumped a load of sweet tasting cum into Seifer's waiting mouth
RufusSafer: Seifer drew back, letting out a deap satisfied moan.
EeoRaptor: Squall sprawled bonelessly on the bed...sighing softly
RufusSafer: "I can't get over your wonderful taste."
EeoRaptor: "Youve got such warm lips.."
RufusSafer: "Just my lips love?"
EeoRaptor: "All of you.." Squall purrs
RufusSafer: "Mmm.... I know how much you love my sweet mouth..." Seifer leaned forward and kissed him deaply.
EeoRaptor: Squall purred... stroking fingers through Seifer's hair
RufusSafer: "All for you and no one else."
EeoRaptor: "Good... cuz I dont know what I'd do if I lost you"
RufusSafer: "You won't." Another deap kiss. "Cause I love you."
EeoRaptor: Squall was flipping through some papers... when he came across.. something...
RufusSafer: A group of letters, stacked under Seifer's bed.
EeoRaptor: Squall picked them up... they smelled vaguely of perfume
RufusSafer: The top one said "Dear Seifer, I had a lot of fun this summer. Make sure to write me lots k? We have sooo much to talk about. I'm soooo happy to have met you." and it was sighed, "Your Angel" what in the world was this? the next letter was a little more complex, it was clear Seifer had writen back... and... were these LOVE LETTERS??!
EeoRaptor: Squall frowned... love letters.... how... could he..
RufusSafer: He'd let him have it in the morning... right now.. he was to tired.. tomorrow was the exam after all.
EeoRaptor: Squall went and slept in his own bed that night... he was so angry...
RufusSafer: Seifer had been confused about it... and Squall had taken taken the papers with him so Seifer didn't know what he had found. He was tired himself so he went to bed without bothering Squall.
EeoRaptor: Maybe it was just pre test stress
RufusSafer: So he went to sleep by himself... and Squall woke before him
EeoRaptor: He left a note for Seifer to meet him at the place where they trained
RufusSafer: Seifer showered, shaved, and blinked at the note, muttering to himself "I thought you were going to the fire caves this morning?" He sighed, getting his armor on and grabbing up his gunblade.
EeoRaptor: Squall was waiting... he had the notes clenched in his hand
RufusSafer: Seifer walked into their special battle plance and frowned at Squall's expression. "Hey, what's da matter?"
EeoRaptor: "What are these Seifer?"
RufusSafer: "What are what? hey, why ya look upset?"
EeoRaptor: "Whose.. this Angel of yours?"
RufusSafer: "Angel? Oh dear" Seifer started to laugh, his shoulders shaking a bit. "Just some girl I exchange letters with."
EeoRaptor: "Funny... she doesnt write like she's just a penpal..."
RufusSafer: "What are you implying?"
EeoRaptor: "You met some girl over summer vacation.."
RufusSafer: "Yea so? I made a friend! Why ya getting so mad??!"
EeoRaptor: "Because... her letters... lead me to believe you were more than friends.."
RufusSafer: "I ain't trucking with no floozy Squall. I don't like girls!"
EeoRaptor: '.... fight me.."
RufusSafer: "Are you nuts?"
EeoRaptor: "You cheated.."
RufusSafer: "I DID NOT!"
EeoRaptor: "... "
EeoRaptor: Squall draws his blade.... and charges Seifer
RufusSafer: "What is this Squall? huh? You wanna break up with me?" Seifer backed up some, pulling his blade to block.
EeoRaptor: "You cheated..."
RufusSafer: "I didn't cheat.." He growled. "Now answer my question."
EeoRaptor: "You broke up with me first.."
RufusSafer: "If that's the way you want to see it..." He stepped back, his true emotions going under a mask of glee, "then bring it on baby..." He moved his hand up to give him the signle to attack.
EeoRaptor: Squall glowered... and charged him
RufusSafer: The attacks were brutel.. more then just training... and in the end... they were both out cold... bleeding from head wounds.
EeoRaptor: Everyone would see it as duel that both lost...
RufusSafer: and both of them stuck to that story... the truth coming out not until after the party when they defeated Ultimecia. Squall had learned that it had been rinoa who had writen to Seifer... or at least figured as much since she spoke of him. She had been really growing on him too, and smiled at him on the balcony.
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled back... but he really wasnt sure what he wanted anymore
RufusSafer: "I'm so happy everything turned out alright." she said, her eyes on him, "I even heard Seifer and his friends are ok too."
EeoRaptor: "Yeah... everything is .... good now I guess..."
RufusSafer: "Squall.... I'm happy you're dealing more with your emotions now. I knew you were just hiding them... because you must have been hurt before. At least, I think that's right... am I right?"
EeoRaptor: "I... wasnt really hurt.... I was just... stupid..."
RufusSafer: "Do you... want to talk about it?"
EeoRaptor: "Well... Im not sure... youre... kind of in the middle of it.."
RufusSafer: "Really? Well, if you don't want to talk right now it's ok, but please tell me someday, ok?"
EeoRaptor: "we... can talk now if you want..."

RufusSafer: "Alright." she sat down, her eyes on him as she drew her knees to her chest and folded her elbows to the tops of her knees.
EeoRaptor: "Well... Seifer and I... used to be... together..."
RufusSafer: Rinoa closed her eyes and nodded slowly. "I.. had a hunch. The bitterness between you two..."
EeoRaptor: "well.. I found your letters to him..."
RufusSafer: "REally?" A blush came to her cheeks, but then she frowned. "Oh.. so you two.. broke up... over that?"
EeoRaptor: "yeah... I didnt believe him... "
RufusSafer: "then it's my fault? Do you... resent me for it then?"
EeoRaptor: "No.. I should have trusted him.."
RufusSafer: "Mayeb you.. wern't meant to be then... if you couldn't trust him and he couldn't... forgive you. Am I right?"
EeoRaptor: "I... guess.... I really loved him though..."
RufusSafer: "You can love someone yet not be right for them Squall."
EeoRaptor: "Yeah.. I guess youre right...

RufusSafer: "Is it alright that I love you?"
EeoRaptor: Sqall looks a bit uncomfortable for a moment "Yeah.. its.. okay.. just... well... Ive never... "
RufusSafer: "Liked a girl before?" Rinoa smiled, feeling as if she could read his mind, even more so then quistis.
EeoRaptor: "Yeah..."
RufusSafer: "That's alright. Perhaps we were meant to be. After all, isn't Laguna Lori your father?"
EeoRaptor: "... yeah"
RufusSafer: "Well, my mother was Julia Heartilly... they were both once in love... but.. when Laguna was hurt in the war and couldn't get back, she thoguht he was dead. in her grief my father found her... and fell in love with her. Thinking it was her last chance to be happy she married him but she always held Laguna in her heart.. every time she sung Eyes on Me, it was for him... where ever he was... I don't know if he knew that... but she told me it before she died."
EeoRaptor: Squall sighs "well... at least I didnt inherit his.. idiocy.."
RufusSafer: "Not the same way I guess but you did say you were stupid." She grinned, hoping he would laugh.
EeoRaptor: "Yes.. I was..." Squall mumbled... apparently dwelling on his loss... still
RufusSafer: Slowly she stood up and crossed to him, gently lowering her arms around his body.
EeoRaptor: He tensed.... then relaxed... he still wasnt used to this
RufusSafer: "Squall..." she whispered.
EeoRaptor: "... Rin.. "
RufusSafer: "If you.... really want him back... you can try to appoligize now. If you belong together you can work through even a time of hate.... I'll still love you even if... you go back to him." She rested her head on his shoulder.
EeoRaptor: "I .. don want to hurt you.. though.." Squall says.. sounding... strained
RufusSafer: "Squall, if your heart truely belongs to him then even if you loved me as well and we tried to be together you would hurt me inside without wanting to.. because you'd be longing for him." she let go of his neck, kneeling at his side.
EeoRaptor: "What if he doesnt want me back....”
RufusSafer: "Then I will be here for you. I will give you my heart."
EeoRaptor: "And.. what will you do if he does want me back?"
RufusSafer: "I will be happy for you both. That is what love is Squall. If your heart belongs to him I can never be truely happy with you no matter how much love there is."
EeoRaptor: Squall nods... and crouches to hug her
RufusSafer: She hugged back tightly. "Good luck Squall. I want you to be happy no matter what, even if it's not with me."
EeoRaptor: "Thanks.. Rin" Squall says "I just have to find him..."
RufusSafer: "I'm sure you will." She smiled a bit, letting go.
EeoRaptor: "You'll always be my friend.. though.. right?"
RufusSafer: "always." She smiled more.
EeoRaptor: He hugged her again "Im going.. to find him.. " he says breathlessly... and hurries off
RufusSafer: Seifer was out on Balamb pier.. fishing with his two best friends.. trying to forget all that had happend
EeoRaptor: Squall walks slowly down the pier
RufusSafer: Fujin was the first to spot him. "COMPANY." she said, nodding to Raijin.
EeoRaptor: "You want us to make him disappear Seifer?" Raijin asks
RufusSafer: "Who?" Seifer asked, his back to the rest of the peir as he looks out over the water.
EeoRaptor: "Leonhart.."
RufusSafer: Seifer nearly dropped the rod but at the last momment recovered his composure and his mask of different emotions. "Wut da hell dus he want?"
EeoRaptor: "dunno.. "
RufusSafer: Seifer turned around, resting the rod next to him. His green eyes flashed at Squall.
EeoRaptor: squall stood quietly... just watching

"mebbe he came to bust us for not having fishin licenses... ya know..." Raijin says sarcastically
RufusSafer: "Yea right." He stood up slowly. "Come on Squall... enlighten us.. why have you come? To see your old enemy wallow in his defeat?"
EeoRaptor: "No... I came to apologize.. for what little good it will do me..."
RufusSafer: "Apologize for what?"
EeoRaptor: "you know.. "
RufusSafer: Seifer stiffend. "Fujin.. Raijin... go get a coffee.. I need to talk to our SeeD friend here alone..."
EeoRaptor: "You sure.. ?"
RufusSafer: Seifer nodded. "Get going.." He waved his hand at them in that wrist flick get out of here motion.
EeoRaptor: Raijin nods to Fujin and they head off
RufusSafer: Seifer waited tillt hey were gone till he looked back at Squall. "Out with it."
EeoRaptor: "Well... I know you arent one to forgive... but my heart wont rest until I apologize.."
RufusSafer: "What does it matter any more? You're with her now.. the one that started that fight... so why don't ya just leave me alone?" He turned his back on Squall, resting his arms on the wodden colloum that extended above the pier.
EeoRaptor: "No.. Im not with her.."
RufusSafer: "Come on.. I saw ya two..."

EeoRaptor: "we let each other go...
RufusSafer: "did you now? You seem to do that to everyone who cares about you."
EeoRaptor: "look.. Im sorry... you dont have to forgive me... I'll go..."

RufusSafer: Seifer frowned slightly and turned just a bit. "Squall...."
EeoRaptor: "She told me to take a chance..
RufusSafer: "She did?" Seifer turned fully around to look at him.
EeoRaptor: "yes..."
RufusSafer: "She told you to appoligize? What for?"
EeoRaptor: "Because... if I didnt let my heart speak ... None of us would ever be happy"
RufusSafer: "Rinoa..." He sighed. "You told her about us and what happend..."
EeoRaptor: "Yes..."

RufusSafer: "so she feels guilty..."
EeoRaptor: "I.. think"
RufusSafer: "I still can't belive what you said to me that day..."
EeoRaptor: "Im sorry... it just... when you read it"
RufusSafer: "Still... they really hurt when you overreact..."
EeoRaptor: "I know.. its my fault... and I can understand if you want me to leave"
RufusSafer: "I... don't want you to leave."
EeoRaptor: Squall smiles.... but timidly
RufusSafer: "So perhaps this is they way my story will end... not how I expected." Seifer smiled just a bit at him.
EeoRaptor: "You werent gonna...
RufusSafer: "Gonna what?"
EeoRaptor: "Kill yourself... were you?"
RufusSafer: Seifer waved his hand. "Nah... was gonna before I spoted Rinoa at the SeeD party the day we got really pissed at eachother but... I had a change of heart then got to live out my fantasy for a while... even wrote about it.. though the real ending turned out way different then I thought and you never did vow your undying hate for me... instead you passed out. Oh ya... I... I'm sorry about the whole torture thing.. but ya gotta understand.. I was trying to get you to hate me..."
EeoRaptor: "Why did you want me to hate you?"
RufusSafer: Seifer looked away. "I guess cause I wanted you to kill me.... you were the evil mercenary.. I the vallent sorceress' knight... though I was decived by an evil sorceress and you were not really evil... just cold. It was supposed to be a tragity story."
EeoRaptor: "I wouldnt have killed you... even if I had the chance... I even... talked everyone out of putting you on trial for war crimes"
RufusSafer: "Well.... That's where my plans backfired... the story didn't end how I thought it would. But, maybe the ending can be happier then I thought it would be."
EeoRaptor: "I want it to be happy... Seifer.. I love you.. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.."
RufusSafer: "So. You'll help me finish that book eh?" Seifer grinned.
EeoRaptor: "Yeah..." Squall says... stepping forward and wrapping Seifer in his arms "And I dont care what anyone thinks anymore.."
RufusSafer: Seifer stiffed a bit but then sighed. "I guess... i can say... the person I was pretending to be all these years.... has died.... and it was he that died there on Lunatic Pandora..." He then smiled, the stiffness starting to go away.
EeoRaptor: Squall hugged him until all the stiffness was gone
RufusSafer: Seifer wrapped his arms arouind Squall. "Come on.. I wanna show ya my book.'
EeoRaptor: "Alright... I wanna read it... see your side of the story.."
RufusSafer: "Yep.. thouhg you might find a bunch of it sad. The ending you can help me write."
EeoRaptor: "We'll make it a happy ending... because youre happy right.. with me?"
RufusSafer: "I love you."
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled and kissed Seifer.. not caring who saw.... or what the would say
RufusSafer: Seifer kissd back, knowing he'd have to loosen up for his new life/
EeoRaptor: "So.. where ya staying?"
RufusSafer: "I'll show you."
EeoRaptor: Squall nods... following him
RufusSafer: Seifer held his hand as they went to his small appartment.
EeoRaptor: "Wow... a little cramped?" Squall says... looking around the place
RufusSafer: "Yea.. but it's got my stuff. all that maters right?" Seifer rumaged on the small desk and came up with the huge binder full of paper.
EeoRaptor: "Whoa.. long story huh?"
RufusSafer: "Yep. Starts with the day you became a SeeD and goes from there.. with a lot of remicing.. then what I thought would be the ending till.. till it didn't really happen so I continued on from there."
EeoRaptor: "Lemme see?"
RufusSafer: Seifer handed it to him. "Of course.'
EeoRaptor: Squall settles down and starts reading
RufusSafer: It started mostly as just a lot of angry words by Seifer talking about how Squall attacked him and broke up with him and how heartbroken he felt.
EeoRaptor: Squall frowns and keeps reading
RufusSafer: then goes onto him not making SeeD again and planning to kill himself but saying he wanted to drop by the party first and see what everone was doing
EeoRaptor: Where he saw... her... the very person Squall had broken up with him over...
RufusSafer: Dancing with Squall! he had been about to leave when Rinoa saw him and went after. She told him how she came in person to ask for SeeD help and that's when he had decided he wasnt' gonna kill himself after all.. he was gonna devote his life to helping Rinoa... even though.. as he put it.. doing so would mean his death.
EeoRaptor: Squall realized now.. why Seifer had become her friend... she had to be the nicest... girl on the planet
RufusSafer: She just wanted to free timber.. and had met Seifer when he visited Timber one day. Seifer wrote about her in glowing terms, saying how nice she had been to him, about how she'd talk to him even though at first he had tried to ignore her. And when he went to Timber he was doing it for her.. and not just cause he was suicidle... her and... when he heard Squall was on that mission his heart said not to let Squall get hurt... even though he had to play it like he didn't like Squall any more
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled as he read... while Seifer had played not liking him... he had... been looking out for him all along
RufusSafer: Even when they fought... Seifer taunted him to play at hate but didn't put his heart into the fights.. always let Squall win. While he was the sorceress' knight, which to be had been his childhood dream.
EeoRaptor: Squall was sure Seifer hadnt put his heart into any of those fights...... he'd won far to easily... Seifer was always better than him at fighting
RufusSafer: always... there was so many ways Seifer could have taken him out but didn't. Cause Seifer still loved him, but in the book form of the story he spoke that his former lover was his enemy, sent to destroy him. and near the end was the false ending to the story.. what Seifer wrote on the Luntic Pandora before Squall came. Saying that in that fight he would die... he'd force them to kill him.. and by now Squall must hate him forever.. Squall would kill him for sure for all this... and he would gladdly accept death.. longed for it even on the end of Squall's blade
EeoRaptor: Squall stopped reading... and looked up at Seifer
RufusSafer: Seifer looked up from his resting position. "Squall.. what's on your mind?"
EeoRaptor: "I wouldnt have ever killed you.."
RufusSafer: "I know that now." He closed his eyes, nodding slowly. "when I thought you didn't love me though... I figured you;d be capible of anything.... for if you didn't love me you could have killed me... if that love had turned into hate..."
EeoRaptor: "I couldnt hate you either... I was angry... irrationally angry"
RufusSafer: "Anger can lead to hate... can lead to killing those you once loved.. I read so many stories where that happend.. thought that was to be my tail as well... but.. I'm happy that I';m wrong for once."
EeoRaptor: "I should have trusted you... "
RufusSafer: "I... forgive you. We.. we both overreacted. Me because of how I hide my true self... or... hid...."
EeoRaptor: Squall smiles and sets the sheaf of papers aside... leaning down to kiss Seifer
RufusSafer: Seifer turned his face up to the kiss, having been slouching against the wall
EeoRaptor: "Im going to spend the night here with you... okay?"
RufusSafer: "I wouldn't have it any other way."
EeoRaptor: Squall smiles and cuddles him
RufusSafer: "My heart belongs to you Squall.. I want you with me always."
EeoRaptor: "Lets...make a vow... "
RufusSafer: "What sort of vow?"
EeoRaptor: "One for everyone to see... like a wedding.. but.."
RufusSafer: "A wedding?" Seifer grinned a bit. "Hell... I'm a romantic remember? But I have a better idea... let's finish the book and publish it... everyone will know then... and.. I won't need to hide my true self any more."
EeoRaptor: "alright.... but I will promise you my heart"
RufusSafer: "And my soul." Seifer placed his hand over Squall's chest.
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled... and kissed him again... letting himself relax against him
RufusSafer: "Just know Squall, if you ever die... I'm gonna have ta join ya. So be careful out there." Seifer kissed his cheek.
EeoRaptor: 'I will be.. and the same goes for you.."
RufusSafer: "Alright. I promise not to die till I'm old then." He grinned.
EeoRaptor: Squall chuckles and rests his head on Seifer's shoulder
RufusSafer: "I guess we both get to be happy then."
EeoRaptor: "Very... very happy... I just feel bad for Rinoa... but she said.. it was okay.."
RufusSafer: "She's a good natured girl. She's not evil and vile.. most woman will try to steal what isn't theres.. very few have the curage to give up what they know doesn't beklong to them."
EeoRaptor: "Im sure she'll find someone nice.."
RufusSafer: "Let's hope. If anyone ever tries to hurt Rinoa we'll have to kill em.. right Squall?"
EeoRaptor: "Yeah... she's too nice to be hurt.."
RufusSafer: "Yep. She's tough in fights with other people but if anyone breaks her heart so help them..."
EeoRaptor: "She's a sorceress now... you could be a knight again..."
RufusSafer: "Nah... I retired remember? Sides.. YOU'RE her knight."
EeoRaptor: "I thought that was just for convenience of Relationship... ah well.."
RufusSafer: "Fine.. we can BOTH protect her. But I think I found my calling in life.. my new one."
EeoRaptor: "Hmm?"
RufusSafer: "I'll write romance stories! not ones about the kinky stuff but the truely romantic dreams..."
EeoRaptor: "Oooh.. sounds neat"
RufusSafer: "but right now." Seifer pushed Squall out of the door frame and onto his double sized bed. "I just want to get down and fuck you silly... unless that's a problem?"
EeoRaptor: "No... not at all" Squall says....
RufusSafer: "Good." Seifer got them naked and got to it.

EeoRaptor: Squall had died in a car accident.... he'd always loved fast cars... and speed...
RufusSafer: Seifer had been devistated.... it was just two weeks after and he hadn't cleaned the house.. had barely eaten... or done his normal morning ruitines of exercise, shower, and shaving. he was a mess... and he couldn't stop crying as he wandered around the empty house.
EeoRaptor: Squall was gone.... even after the promise...
RufusSafer: All he had on was a pink bathrobe that Squall had given him five years ago. it was spotted and dirty from the many days he'd worn it... not carring.
EeoRaptor: There was a knock on the door
RufusSafer: Seifer didn't even hear it.. but the door was unlocked.
EeoRaptor: Raijin pushed the door open.. noting the pile of mail on the ground that was making it hard to do so
RufusSafer: Seifer had always kept this place spotless seeing that he was a neat freak.. now everything looked either messed up or in some cases damaged in a fit of rage. Seifer's sobs echoed through the house.
EeoRaptor: "Seifer?" Raijin called out... picking his way through the house
RufusSafer: Dispite the echoes Seifer's sobs could easily lead someone to where he was currently suljking, curled up on the bed, one hand stretched over to what was Squall's side
EeoRaptor: Raijin worked his way to the bedroom and looked at Seifer sadly "You shouldnt do this to yourself... ya know.."
RufusSafer: Seifer whimpered into his pillow. "He ain't coming back Raiji..." He sobbed quietly
EeoRaptor: "No.. he aint.. but... you cant let yourself.."
RufusSafer: Seifer curled into a ball, sobbing patheticly into the pillow. he didn't act strong the way he used to before ten years ago.
EeoRaptor: "Look.. you gotta eat.. ."
RufusSafer: "Not.. hungry." He said, clutching the pillow like it was Squall.
EeoRaptor: "Seifer... what are ya gonna do... waste away?"
RufusSafer: "I can't stand being all alone..."
EeoRaptor: "I'll stay with ya.. if it helps... I dont know what else ta do for ya"
RufusSafer: Seifer grabbed hold of Raijin and cried into his chest.
EeoRaptor: raijin held him.. sighing at his friends misery
RufusSafer: Seifer's fingers made nice red and white marks on Raijin's arms as he gripped him, the tears not wanting to stop
EeoRaptor: Raijin tries to comfort him best he can... but they all know they're going to lose him
RufusSafer: Seifer was suicidle once again.... this time his beloved was gone..... he'd kill himself for sure... at least that's what Fujin thought
RufusSafer: and had told to Raijin
EeoRaptor: And seeing him like this.. was enough to make him realize
RufusSafer: "Why.... why'd he have to..." Seifer groaned through his tears
EeoRaptor: "I dont know Seifer..."
RufusSafer: "Why wasn't I with him?"
EeoRaptor: "fate Seifer..."
RufusSafer: "Why is fate cruel?"
EeoRaptor: "Just the way it Is... ya know"
RufusSafer: Seifer let go of Raijin and dug his fingers into his old scars, whimpering as if he wanted to rip them open
EeoRaptor: "Seifer... we're gonna miss ya if.."
RufusSafer: Seifer looked up at him with red-rimmed eyes. "wa?"
EeoRaptor: "ya... wanna go to him.. we know ya do.."
RufusSafer: "More then anything..." Seifer confessed in a whisper.
EeoRaptor: "Its... alright if ya do... Fujin an I talked about it.. we're gonna miss ya... ya know"
RufusSafer: Seifer frowned a bit but his tears stopped spilling as he placed his head against Raijin's chest. He was silent.
EeoRaptor: "we know ya loved him... "
RufusSafer: "More then anything in this world..." When he did speak it was fairly quiet
EeoRaptor: "Then do whatcha gotta"
RufusSafer: "Go home..."
EeoRaptor: "Okay.. I jus wanted ta see ya again..."
RufusSafer: "Thank you Raiji..."
EeoRaptor: Raijin sets him back onto the bed frowning... but Seifer deserved the choice he was going to make
RufusSafer: Seifer lay there, waiting for Raijin to leave his home.
EeoRaptor: Raijin left...
RufusSafer: Seifer lay there for an hour before sitting up.
RufusSafer: He breathed heavily, a frown on his face as he looked at the wall, wondering what to do.
EeoRaptor: Raijin had known.. what he was thinking
RufusSafer: Seifer turned to look at the balcony door... he lived in a house with a high balony... a sloped yard.... a fall from that balcony would be fatal.
EeoRaptor: That would work....
RufusSafer: So he walked towards his sliding glass door, pulling it open and stepping onto the balcony. The wind moved his robe just a bit as he leaned on the rail, making sure the distance would be enough for a rather insant end.
EeoRaptor: A strange warm breeze touched him.... odd for the time of year it was
RufusSafer: He didn't know what it was though as he moved to stand on the rail, ready to go off the end.
EeoRaptor: Someone grabbed him from behind
RufusSafer: He squeeked... didn't know anyone had been there... after all Raijin had left saying he was gonna let him die
EeoRaptor: "cant let you go" came a familiar voice
RufusSafer: He blinked, and thought he had to be dreaming. "wa.. wa?"
EeoRaptor: "Come back inside so we can talk... "
RufusSafer: His head spun, he didn't know what was going on so his feet obeyed those commands and brought him back inside.
EeoRaptor: He was guided over to a chair.. and placed into it
RufusSafer: Finnaly, he looked up to face the sight that shouldn't be there, his jaw coming unglued
EeoRaptor: Squall was there... but... he didnt look quite right
RufusSafer: "Squall..." Was all he was able to say, his mind going into shock.
EeoRaptor: "Im here love.. its not a delusion:
RufusSafer: "H-how?"
EeoRaptor: "My gift.. for saving the world"
RufusSafer: "But... but..." Tears filled those lovely green eyes. "I.. you weren't here... till... just.. now..."
EeoRaptor: "Im sorry... I got here as fast as I could
RufusSafer: He reached out to him, wanting to touch him... to see if he was real or not.
EeoRaptor: He was real... and warm...
RufusSafer: He pulled himself against Squall, crying again into his neck.
EeoRaptor: Squall gently comforts him "Everything's alright now sweetie"
RufusSafer: "Never... ever... leave me... Squall.... please..." Seifer kissed him between tears.
EeoRaptor: "I wont .. I promise"
RufusSafer: After what seemed like forever Seifer's tears finnaly stopped and he pulled back from Squall's arms, smiling at him
EeoRaptor: Squall spread out his wings for Seifer to see
RufusSafer: "Amazing... You are.. an angel..."
EeoRaptor: "Yeah.... its nice."
RufusSafer: "What do you do as an angel?"
EeoRaptor: "Well... Im just an honorary one.. so I dont do much... thats why I can be with you"
RufusSafer: "my angel.... my love... sent to me... so I wouldn't have to die."
EeoRaptor: Raijin returned a few days later to make funeral arrangements... but what he found was... shocking to say the least
RufusSafer: The house was cleaned up... fixed... and Seifer was alive! and more then that.. he was fixing lunch in his kitchen when Raijin walked in through his unlocked door. He was humming to himself too.
EeoRaptor: "Seifer..?"
RufusSafer: Seifer looked up from his prep work. "Oh hey Raiji! Just in time for lunch. Want some?"
RufusSafer: He was wearing something flowery, tied in the back with a bow.
EeoRaptor: "Seifer... youre still with us?"
RufusSafer: "Ya. Why? Oh yes that, didn't go through with it. Come, sit down.. I'll get you something to eat, you look hungry.. you hungry Raiji?" He smiled, returning to his pots and adding something to them.
EeoRaptor: "well.. yeah I am... " Raijin says.. sitting down.... its strange that Seifer's taken sucha turn
RufusSafer: Seifer looked to his right, which seemed to be empty space.. and smiled.
EeoRaptor: "You feelin alright?"
RufusSafer: "I'm feeling fine why?" He looked back, switching off the stove.
EeoRaptor: "Oh nothin... I just expected the worst"
RufusSafer: Seifer started dishing stuff out, thre wide bowls that were more flat like plates but had a rim to them. "You did?"
EeoRaptor: "Yeah... Im glad youre still alive tho"
RufusSafer: "thanks." he carried all three bowls out to the table and set them down before going back for the tea...
EeoRaptor: raijin wonders why he's set out three bowls...
RufusSafer: seifer came back with the tea and poured three cups before sitting down. "Something on your mind Raiji?"
EeoRaptor: "Yeah.. how come three place settings?"
RufusSafer: "Huh? oh.. the last one is for squall."
EeoRaptor: "Squall? In memory of him.. then?"
RufusSafer: seifer blinked for a momment then laughed. "something like that."
EeoRaptor: Squall pats Seifer gently "He cant see me sweetie.. "

Raijin nods
RufusSafer: "I know love.. you told me..." seifer smiled at squall.
EeoRaptor: "I dont want them thinking you insane love."
EeoRaptor: Raijin shrugged slightly and started to eat
RufusSafer: Seifer shrugged as well then turned to his plate. "I don't care what people think. How do you like it Raiji?"
EeoRaptor: "Its good Seifer..." Raijin says
RufusSafer: "thanks raiji. you and fuji should come see me more often.. I even started writing a new book."
EeoRaptor: "A new book? Thats good... I'll bring her along next time I come .. she'll be happy youre still alive"
RufusSafer: "ya. I'm happy too."
EeoRaptor: "Thats good... its all that matters in life huh?"
RufusSafer: "to be happy, yes." he looked back at the empty seat, smiling at it
EeoRaptor: Squall smiles at seifer and puts a hand on his leg
RufusSafer: seifer stood up and looked back to raijin. "Going home soon?"
EeoRaptor: "Well.. unles you want me to stay I got stuff ta do"
RufusSafer: "Call me later ok? I'll show you and fuji my new book start."
EeoRaptor: "Right... stay cool seifer... I'll call ya tomorrow how bout?"
RufusSafer: "sure. would love that."
EeoRaptor: Raijin hugs Seifer tightly
RufusSafer: seifer huged back with a smile. "take care."
EeoRaptor: Later Seifer Raijin says... heading out to his car and driving off
RufusSafer: seifer turned back to squall
EeoRaptor: Squall smiled and wrapped him in his arms
RufusSafer: "My angel.. make love to me."
EeoRaptor: Squall smiles and slings him up to take him to the bedroom
RufusSafer: Seifer's smile grew as he held onto him. "I don';t care if they think I'm nuts... I just want to love you."
EeoRaptor: "Its alright sweetie.. they can think what they will... Im here"
RufusSafer: "And I'm with you."
EeoRaptor: Squall pressses him into the bed and kisses him
RufusSafer: Seifer pulled his clothes off and shoved them off the bed, baring himself before Squall
EeoRaptor: Squall did the same... and covered them with his wings.